keep my head in the clouds
never felt like this before
are you hiding behind a mask
does your back hold a knife?
iam afraid to move
fear grips me stiff
but i`ll break away from the chains that bind me
i`ll run towards the light
towards the depths of my heart
and in that i`ll find the true meaning of love ..

just when you thought that the day was gonna rock it turns bad and eats you up .hmmmm ... i`ve been getting alot of that days nowadays.. so many days ! damn , dad starting to talk about his childhood . nice stories , esp about the slushies ... ermmmm , i wonder . haha . so this weeek has been practically fine . just super duper tired . been coming late to school for 3 weeks and guess what? no detention and suspension ! i rock ! =D . saw tasneem today .. haha . well thats all .
-takecare and have fun world !



the hand strikes 12

the clouds covering the moon

i stand face to face with you

lips froze

can my heartbeat get any faster ?

i hear you breathing ....

head goes blank , blood rush .

sparkle like a star your eyes

i`ll watch them for now...

- IGNORANCE IS MY NEW BEST FRIEND .
-PRESENTING ! (DRUMROLL YOU ASS ! )

PAAAARRRRAAAAMMMMOOORRREEEE !!! =DDD my favourite band .

plus theres hayley . !!! =D super hot ! yeah ! i like her ! shes my idol in some wayy i think ..
haha . anyways , monday was fine . haha bus all the wayy to boon lay cause i talk alien to shidah haha . ummm . iam tired . so bye bye blog . i dont know what to post ahh . see ya ! takcare !

PS./ oh yeah , listen to paramore`s new album when it hits the stores ! =D yeah !!

PS>/ dont listen to the people on my tagboard . they`re just kukubirdish in the head . i dont love indian girls or chinese girls or malay girls . i love only hayley ! =D

when it rains
here i stand drenched ,
flashbacks of you and me
our time and tale of romance under these clouds
no great storm or wind could tear us apart
but to no end it seems
your heart grew apart from mine
now the raindrops , be my tears
a never ending river flows in me
crying
crying that one day you`ll be back
and i`ll see that sunny smile of yours in my heart once again ..



PS./ this is mine !!!

you make me think i am dreaming
you make me think i'm living in a perfect dream
this is the moment, a moment where i fall deep into you
you made me embrace this moment to the fullest
i'll take you to the moon,
i`ll take you to the moon to see the angels
angels that look as perfect as you


PS./ credits go to ZILINN ( she editted my reall poem which was so much better !) haha ! kidding lah . hahaaha. she edited 2/4 of it . and now she likes poetry .. why !?! you may ask ? its because i influence her lahh . she owes me ! =D

can you feel it ?

if youre the moon then i`ll be your sky

i`ll wait for the night , waiting for you

watching you shine with the sun`s light

iam the sky that you`re in . the sky that will hold you tight since the beginning of time .


-P.s/ tired tired tired ,, and iam seeing things .. crap ! haha (: have a great weekend guys !

i feel so numb , i feel so numb

i feel so weak when your presence is near

your scent lingers in the aiir like the warm morning

a cry for you pour from my mouth

my eyes would bleed not seeing you ever again

a ghost of you walks in the cold night

my hand couldnt reach , reach for me baby , iam waiting for you tonight.

stars calling you out , call my name once more ....

- SEE that ?!
- ITS HAYLEY WILLIAMS !
-SHES MY IDOL !
-DANG ! SHES HAWT !
-IAM IN LOVE WITH HER !
- =DDDD.
-cant get enough of your cherry red lips

-like blossoms of the spring

-i stick my tongue out and catching every single petal that falls

-your smile radiates like the suun , warms up my cheeks that

burst into smiles .





P.S / this is so gay ! =D

you take my breathe away ,

i see the fear in your eyes

a thousand needles pierce through your heart

it bleeds endlessly like the lies you told

cry me a puddle of deceit

i`ll lick every single drop it , darling ...

your starry eyes it leaves me breathless .